Thursday, May 05, 2011
Finally it's my holiday! Don't really know what to do so far. Received companies call yesterday, still arranging for the interview. I can't stay home! Really really bored!
Think I'm gonna slice up my rock melon (: SWEET!
Thursday, April 28, 2011
Usually when you are so used to in expecting certain question, reply, situation or an outcome. What if it don't happens that way anymore? Could it be usual?
I don't know why but it just kind of upset really much in the inside. It would be ridiculous if I were to grumble or make a fuss, which I do not want. If its that obvious yet unnoticeable, simply because he weren't observing every little small details about you.
Girls, used to expect boyfriend to kiss and make up with her after a fight or quarrel. It's always like this right? Never seen a girl initiate to take a sting out of a matter. Sometimes, I would mistaken these as reliance. There's no love to talk about in reliance. It's just I am used to you there and you are used to me here. Rather sympathy for relationship that ended up like this.
I guess I'm the black sheep. The odd one that never thinks like how other girls does, I am so freaking afraid that its just reliance. After all, you have to undergo this break-up process and start all over again. It's tiring I know. I just find it better in anyways than to abide this reliance relationship and waste so much time trying so hard.
I just kind of feel it but not giving any wonder thoughts. For the first time, it ever happened to me.
Wednesday, April 27, 2011
Woah! And a YA! It's been freaking long since I want to do some update at this blog. Well, I changed to Xanga but unfortunately, it just didn't help much in updating on time. So what is wrong with me to update at this hour?! I must be crazy.
I am so excited for my holiday that is like 3 months! Who doesn't? Cash tight just manage to perk me up for some work! Might be useful to earn a some money during this holiday. YAHZZZZ! I hope I can strike some LOTTO! But I think I should just dream on.
I feel like I'm so unhealthy! Sleeping at unusual hour, improper meals, unhealthy diet and most importantly! WATER! I HAVEN BEEN DRINKINGGG! Oh what the hell! Foresee that I'll collapse one SUNNY day. Hmm no idea why sunny but I like it.
I need to do some exercise! I gained weight like 1.5kg! I am 39.5kg now. Yes its not heavy but I had never gain weight in such a short period. That is a "no good" sign.
Never forget about this, what goes around comes around. I believe so, more like a karma right? I feel such a waste for one to live around life being a swindle or bad intention in nature. You people should just die! Seriously, we may not born the same in physically or our background. Trying so hard to get what you want with bad intention is just wasting your own capability! Why not you die rather dragging other people suffering which was not what they deserve?
Okay, I am not being cruel. I just feel sad that these people are generally useless. Sometimes, I feel like putting them in state of handicap because they are abusing of what they were gifted.
Whatever, met too much of the same kind in my life. Wish I could do spells and bound them.
Right, should sleep now. Come back again ya?!
